Let me tell you about my grandson, Connor! When he sees me, his whole face lights up. That smile is enough to make the worst day a whole lot better. How does it make me feel? Loved. I don’t know if Connor, at thirteen months even knows what love is, but he shows it in his smile. And then, to put the icing on the cake, he sometimes reaches for me and wants me to hold him. It doesn’t get any better than that!
I used to think grandparents were just saying that stuff because they were supposed to; I mean, who wants to be a reject gramma! Now, I understand.
So much of life is that way – we just can’t understand until we get there. As much as we “think” we understand, we really don’t; and it’s okay because we CAN’T understand until we get there. (That was a thought within a thought :?)
I wonder, does my face light up like that for my heavenly father? Does He feel loved because my face shines whenever I think of Him? Today, I was over in the church basement by myself getting ready for tomorrow. I find myself chatting with God! If anyone ever comes in, it would be really embarrassing, but it just seems to happen when I’m over there, at His house!
Sometimes, it happens while I’m reading His Word or talking to Him in prayer. In my heart, my arms reach out, wanting Him to hold me, and He does. “Safe in the arms of Jesus!”
Take time to be holy, speak oft with thy Lord;
Abide in Him always, and feed on His Word.
Make friends of God’s children, help those who are weak,
Forgetting in nothing His blessing to seek.
Take time to be holy, the world rushes on;
Spend much time in secret, with Jesus alone.
By looking to Jesus, like Him thou shalt be;
Thy friends in thy conduct His likeness shall see.
Take time to be holy, let Him be thy Guide;
And run not before Him, whatever betide.
In joy or in sorrow, still follow the Lord,
And, looking to Jesus, still trust in His Word.
Take time to be holy, be calm in thy soul,
Each thought and each motive beneath His control.
Thus led by His Spirit to fountains of love,
Thou soon shalt be fitted for service above.
I heard the phrase “satisfied sanctification” today, and I’m not really sure what it means, but it doesn’t seem to fit together right. Can we ever be satisfied with our sanctification until we see Him face to face and that nasty stuff called our sin nature is once and for all ratified? I don’t think so. (that falls into the thought within the thought – we CAN’T understand it.)
Well, as you can see, this is a little rambling this evening. Just some thoughts, hoping that your walk with Jesus is putting a smile on your face, God’s face, and everyone else that’s looking! 🙂
Love your blog!! Such a hip gramma : ) And btw your grandson looks so much like Tommy when Aunt Sherry used to babysit him. My cousins and I would take turns holding him. But I remember wanting him all to myself. Thank you for your encouragement. I look forward to checking in!! xoxo Jill
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Thanks so much for your comments! Seems like yesterday, that we were going down to a pay phone to call your Aunt Sherry bc I was in labor with Jennifer and we couldn’t get them to come to the door! You’ll have to ask her about it!! 🙂
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